You have to know this, okay?
People don't run on algorithms, calculations, or
instincts. They don't run on complex algebraic formulae, scientific
computations, or logical derivations. They run on trust, faith, willpower, and
most importantly, hope! Life functions on hope. Once you lose hope, you do not
have anything else to live for. If you do not inculcate this into relationships
then what are you living for? If humans were meant to function on mathematics,
they wouldn't have felt the emotions.
I miss "us" I miss the way we used to be
connected. We are stuck; at our work, with our family, in our thoughts, with other commitments, and I do
not know what else.
That one hour of unexpected car drive to home which we
took last week is everything I have ever dreamt of. Being together, laughing,
facing the unexpected, and walking thru it, reaching the destination even if
it's late and more importantly being together. I crave for all of this. I need
your time and attention. I need us to be with each other thru this life. I
would prefer us walking together thru the confusion and emerging on the other
side of it, and not facing everything alone.
I want us to last. I don't want to have a couple of
amazing years and finish everything in a flash. I don't want to experience the
feelings of hurt, confusion, and disappointments. No matter what we run into no
matter what we face. I want us to stick together.
I do not know what the future holds for us. I am not an
astrologer and neither would I trust the most experienced and proven
Nostradamus to predict the future. What I do know is whatever life may throw at
us is a cakewalk if both of us are together. I don't know if you have realized this
or not but few people get to experience what we do.
When I see our life together, I see us fulfilling all our
dreams. Having a happy family, being together, getting through any obstacles
which may arise, laughing, singing, talking, dancing, experiencing new stuff,
exploring new places, traveling to different countries, building a home,
breaking the stereotype, and just proving everyone wrong who have said this is
not going to work out (which is the entire world) I know we can do this, I have
enough trust and faith in myself and in this relationship that we will reach
this height.
The realm of life is always mysterious and there is no
way to know what twists and turns we may have to face, all I am saying is if we
are together then the first impact of these struggles will reduce. There will
be stress, there will be fights, there will be stupidity, there will be doubts,
but we can solve this and rise above all.
You have asked me multiple times, "How do you
picture our life?" I am someone who believes we can build the life we
want. If you want a happy life, we work together towards it irrespective of
what the situations are. I also believe we can tweak those situations to suit
our needs and requirements. So, the question is, what kind of life can we build
together? And I am sure it is will be a damn good one.
Let us root for each other and watch us grow!
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Note: Credit to the first paragraph to the respective
writer, all the following paragraphs are built on it.