Wednesday, April 12, 2017
I broke my rules for you,
You broke me for your rules.
Irony laughed at me,
As I embraced truth of your falsehood.
No one stays forever, you said
But I did stay. Still you left.
Solitude is what I seek now,
Destiny has had its laugh.
Love was what I sought,
You never thought of it though.
Away & far from you I tried to be,
But you always found a way for me to see.
And then you played the winning shot,
Broke me into pieces and salt over it was add on.
Should have let me go when I tried,
Commitment was a thing in which you never took pride.
Blessed I am, for my tears get a count,
For each one I shed, Karma will give a shout.
Fear, baby, you should feel,
For shattering someone else's dream.
But guts, I must say, you have,
For you still remain unaffected, laugh as I cry.
Queen I thought I was for making you my King,
I made you everything, I lost everything.
Proud you must be for all the by-gones,
You are the reason I would never ever love.
As you move on, I am stuck at what if's and might be's,
Look at me, eye to eye, and tell yourself 'pain? I don't see'.
With every exhale, I become a bit more hallow,
Numb to feelings, stranger to happiness, to unknown I bow.
Once an wonderful soul, now becomes a mere stone,
Live with yourself knowing you made it so.
Oh yes, you will, you do, laugh and smile with another,
But you will crave me, the way I do you, dear.
When you realise your loss, you will wish to come back,
By then I will be far from here and be forever gone.
You still don't see it, do you? All this mess!
You destroyed a person in your selfishness!
Yes, my mistake, I broke all my rules for you!
And you broke me for your rules!
- April 12, 2017